Why has life got to be this way ?
Hiaz... had a long night.. really shacked out.. Woke up this morning at about 10.30am ... Just refused to study.. I don't know why ... *sadded*. Damn sianz.. .Gotta go all the way to Bukit Batok again .. just to submit my dad's staff pass to the people at SingTel...I really hate that damn carpark eh... I know i went in for less than 10 mins but crap they charge me $2.10 for nothing eh ... What a waste of money !... I think this carpark companies are really money suckers ... most parking spots the grace period is 10 mins .. but i don't understand why must they deduct from me !!! *SCREAM*... I guess they are all out to make money ba...
Following that, went to Lot 1 to pick my mom up ... had a great time shopping..bought tons of stuff that I needed for camp... and after shopping, my family went for lunch.. Something that I have not had in a very long time...The family togetherness...
Lunch was just fab... came back hoping to take a rest before dinner when i heard that XH has to go attend a meeting @ Boon Keng... Knowing that it was kindda far.. i offered her a ride down to her meeting... See I very nice to my friends right *Grinz* Chatted quite abit along the way and I teased her about Mr M and all ....Guess she was kindda irritated ba.. but we laughed it off ba... Sad eh .. after sending her there, I had to drive an empty car back all the way to Choa Chu Kang to pick my parents up for dinner... *sob sob* but thankfully I had the radio to keep me company...
Uncle Yeo was giving a treat.. YESH ! went to his house to pick him up before meeting up with the gang...we went to Uncle Leong eh ... The crab we had was HUGE... hopefully i get to extract that image from my phone and post it online...then u will get to see how big it really is....we ordered like Chilli Crab, Crab Bee Hoon, Bamboo Shells, and a whole load more.. I wouldn't say its as cheap as last time .... but the standard of food is still there...or is it that i am just hungry*hmm* XH messaged me and told me that she was still at the meeting point... and it was like so late liao ... so thought of going to pick her up but the thing was that my dinner was not over yet...Dotz...How was I to leave.. Had no choice but to sit in the dinner and send my parents back after that...
Gave XH a call and she told me that she had finished her meeting.. and again .. I drove empty car all the way to Boon Keng to pick her up...on the way back ya she was so mean to me eh... she whack me.. tried to tickle me.. hiaz...some more say i not supportive .. *sadded* She was so pek chek leh .. She was like a volcano waiting to explode.. which was sonner or later de.... Actually I was thinking.. if you don't like sitting there and listening, then tell that guy that u are not interested la... force yourself to listen for what ? in the end get more Pek Chek... not good for health..
Well sent her back and gave her a nice hug...just to make her feel better ba...well that is the least that I could have done, seeing her in this jia lat state... I also don't know what is best to help her... I guess action speaks louder than words ba....
Its been a very long time since i have gone to church...I really am starting to miss going to the house of God... to listen to what God has to say via Pastor Prince...Its been almost 1.5 months... I feel lost spiritually sometimes... I really want to go back but why am I so afraid of going alone? Is it because of the long queue... or is it because of the unfamiliar faces... I really don't know... i guess its the combination of alot of factors ba... I am just finding excuses for myself... wake up late la... exams coming ah... Daddy I am really sorry... I drifted too far away from you... I want to come back into the house of worship ... Just to enjoy the time of worship and your warm embrace... Help me ...I feel like a helpless sheep...with no directions to go...
I feel so lost ....
Following that, went to Lot 1 to pick my mom up ... had a great time shopping..bought tons of stuff that I needed for camp... and after shopping, my family went for lunch.. Something that I have not had in a very long time...The family togetherness...
Lunch was just fab... came back hoping to take a rest before dinner when i heard that XH has to go attend a meeting @ Boon Keng... Knowing that it was kindda far.. i offered her a ride down to her meeting... See I very nice to my friends right *Grinz* Chatted quite abit along the way and I teased her about Mr M and all ....Guess she was kindda irritated ba.. but we laughed it off ba... Sad eh .. after sending her there, I had to drive an empty car back all the way to Choa Chu Kang to pick my parents up for dinner... *sob sob* but thankfully I had the radio to keep me company...
Uncle Yeo was giving a treat.. YESH ! went to his house to pick him up before meeting up with the gang...we went to Uncle Leong eh ... The crab we had was HUGE... hopefully i get to extract that image from my phone and post it online...then u will get to see how big it really is....we ordered like Chilli Crab, Crab Bee Hoon, Bamboo Shells, and a whole load more.. I wouldn't say its as cheap as last time .... but the standard of food is still there...or is it that i am just hungry*hmm* XH messaged me and told me that she was still at the meeting point... and it was like so late liao ... so thought of going to pick her up but the thing was that my dinner was not over yet...Dotz...How was I to leave.. Had no choice but to sit in the dinner and send my parents back after that...
Gave XH a call and she told me that she had finished her meeting.. and again .. I drove empty car all the way to Boon Keng to pick her up...on the way back ya she was so mean to me eh... she whack me.. tried to tickle me.. hiaz...some more say i not supportive .. *sadded* She was so pek chek leh .. She was like a volcano waiting to explode.. which was sonner or later de.... Actually I was thinking.. if you don't like sitting there and listening, then tell that guy that u are not interested la... force yourself to listen for what ? in the end get more Pek Chek... not good for health..
Well sent her back and gave her a nice hug...just to make her feel better ba...well that is the least that I could have done, seeing her in this jia lat state... I also don't know what is best to help her... I guess action speaks louder than words ba....
Its been a very long time since i have gone to church...I really am starting to miss going to the house of God... to listen to what God has to say via Pastor Prince...Its been almost 1.5 months... I feel lost spiritually sometimes... I really want to go back but why am I so afraid of going alone? Is it because of the long queue... or is it because of the unfamiliar faces... I really don't know... i guess its the combination of alot of factors ba... I am just finding excuses for myself... wake up late la... exams coming ah... Daddy I am really sorry... I drifted too far away from you... I want to come back into the house of worship ... Just to enjoy the time of worship and your warm embrace... Help me ...I feel like a helpless sheep...with no directions to go...
I feel so lost ....
