New Chapters Of Life

The countdown begins to my POP, effectively 8 more days to go before I become a comissioned officer...Yesh !*punch fist into the air* Initially before my break-up with XY, I actually thought that my GF can witness my grand parade and join me in celebrating my passing out, but I guess now that I do not have a GF, it wouldn't be much to celebrate too...*sigh* Daddy, I trust u that everything will just turn out right and hopefully, a special someone would attend my parade...

Finished 2 papers, but 2 more to go on thursday. To God be the glory, the first 2 papers were not too difficult. I am just praying that the last 2 papers wouldn't be so tough too... Once that is done, it will be freedom..*shout out loud*

My eyes just can't keep open, I slept like for 9 hours last night but still feel tired. I guess its because of swimming, I totally exhausted myself out. Talking about sports...I haven't been on the lanes lately *hmmm...* I think my balls are turning mouldy *Don't think it in the crude sense* I shouldn't give excuses for not bowling anymore, I shall go bowling this friday like it or not. I should start training or else my arms will start getting flabby *actually thats kindda cool* Anyone wanna join me ?

Gotta rest now...Gonna study in the afternoon after my beauty rest...Chows..

Sorry guys for not updating my blog for almost a week. It just that I have been so busy with preperation for the examinations that I didn't even have time to take a breath...*shacked out* and the best thing, coming monday and wed, I have 4 papers to take but I have not even started studying for it... *shake head*

Watched Garfield today, so much laughter...The plot was really very funny *haa haa* I would rate it a 3.5/5 movie so yah it there is no other movie to watch well.. Garfield 2 might just be it...

Haven't heard from her for awhile...kindda miss her... *sigh* its just that recently I guess she must be so busy that well.. she didn't even have time to reply me... Whatever it may be, I just pray that everything goes well for her... *smilez*

This morning, I recieved a call at about 3.30 am with the most unexpected news. She has just broken up with him...and she was crying on the phone. My heart was so moved, I really couldn't help but go down to her place just to be with her so that I can comfort her, be her shoulder to cry on.

The thing was I drove all the way down to her place, but she told me she wanted to be alone so that she could spend time with God. I supported her but I just stood by downstairs so that if she needed me I could be there for her. Spent the night in the car...just talking to God, thinking about her...

I don't know if I should feel happy or should I feel sad that she is now single cause I have been waiting for this day for a very long time, but still I wish most of all that she can find the true happiness throught Christ...

I guess, whats more important is that her spiritual walk be strengthen through this ordeal but just what her to know that I will be there for her and that I care for her greatly. Whatever her decisions may be, I will definately Support her.

Do take care my dear... Just want you to know that Daddy and Elvin Love You Lots Ya.

Just came back from watching the newly Pixar Animated Movie "Cars"... I would give it a 5 out of 5 star rating for its detailed and life like animation and obviously the good story plot. There are just so many things that you can learn from watching cartoons...like all things in life, we have to really slow down and look at people and things around you. Actually there are so much for you to appreciate and see when you take things slow rather than living life on the fast track. Another thing I have learnt is that there are more important things than winning.. Being 1st doesn't make you the real champion but being a true help and influence to people in need and sacrificing your goals to help is better....That the true winner...

I observed that my blog is plagued with so many spelling and grammatical error.. *gosh* Should make the effort to do a spell check everytime I finish one entry. Really apologise for that... Sometimes when I look at my own Blog i realised that ... eh ... I can make that kind of mistakes too... hee hee :P I am not perfect but I will try my very best ya... A thousand Sincere Apologies..

Well the big day is drawing nearer and nearer.. POP is coming ... this is what we have been waiting for ... Its the day we exhange our 2 bars for 2 pips... and obviously with greater power comes greater responsibilities... and when it comes to the firing squad, get ready to be shot a couple of times... Well... this is life ba.. have to learn to bite the dust, pick up the pieces and move on...

Saggy eye bags, glump face, brain not thinking straight. Signs and symptoms of lacking sleep. My right arm is aching from all the writing that I did last night. Try to imagine updating a pocket diary since the month of march till present... Thats like 4 months worth of history to be written...*gosh* Stayed up till 2.30am last night, struggling to complete the pocket diary but thank God at least I managed to complete it....*phew...*

Heard news that we are going to have our 2 exams cramp into 1 week... Last 2 papers before we can POP. There is so much to study but so little time...guess I have to confine myself over this weekend and study alittle bit.. no shopping, no going out. but then there are so many things out there for me to see and buy *retail therapy* Have to make a stand, this is the time I really have to tell myself no means no... No qusetions asked.. hee hee :P only this once...


Finally signed up and made payment for my course in MDIS. I am going to take an Advance Diploma in Mass Communications... YESH ! Its a 9 months course and the diploma is issued by Oaklahoma City University *cool* I get to pursuit what I really wanted to do all these while. Even though its not a degree but at least its a step in furtherance of achieving my goal of a Degree in Mass Com right ?

I have got this stirring feeling in my heart, something like in a washing machine...I wonder why ? I am starting to miss her so bad...Is this thing called love ? hmm.. I am not sure.. Haven't got this feeing for a very long time....Was so excited when she replied my message...*yesh* I really hope to see her soon. I know she has been busy lately but ya certainly will treasure the little time that we spent together

Daddy, I really hang on to your promise to me ... "Elvin, Don't judge the situation based on the circumsatances now, but judge it on the finish work of Jesus on the cross"

Justin and Cherine.. Congratualtions on your wedding ya..May the Lord Bless you with a blissful and wonderful marriage ahead...To God be the Glory...AMEN ! The wedding dinner was fantastic. For couples planning to get married, Conrad Hotel is the place. The atmosphere is so grand..and the food is not bad..and the service staff are rather friendly, so all in all, I would give my experience a 4/5 rating

The old neighbours are great. Had a ball of a time interacting and having fun. Basically the little ones that used to be running around together with me, are no longer little anymore ... Everyone is so grown up now.. They have grown to prettier and more handsome.

Went to church alone today and seriously, the feeling was not so bad. I really enjoyed my time listening to the Gospel being preached by Pastor Lian.. Fantastic message preached today... and Praise and Worship was lead by Darlene of Hillsongs church ... *woohoo* She came all the way from down under together with her family to visit New Creation Church ... Praise God...

I am really ministered by something Pastor Lian said in her preaching :" it doesn't matter if it was the right or wrong choice, my fault or your fault but God said ONLY BELIEVE that God can make ALL things beautiful in his time" Belive that God can show you his GLORY... Praise Jesus !!! *amen and amen*

Hey Hey .. Its the Police Week Carnival.. happening from 9 June to 11 June at Old Police Academy @ Thomson road... There is like this huge pasar malam which has like games and food.

So of course.. when there are things happening in the police force, we are certainly put on duty...and guess what, my duty was to take charge of the fun-fair rides. Stood there from 4pm all the way to 8pm... but obviously there are breaks at intervals of 30 mins..*yesh* which means I get to spend my $15 worth of coupons on FOOD !.. I had Char Kwey Tiow, a Ramly Burger special + Cheese...*smiles*



There are also exhibition booths set up by the various land divisions and I stumbled on some really cool "toys" that most big boys wanna get their hands on ... hee hee :P




Stood down from duty @ about 8pm and then ... thats when the party began.. Qi Yang and I went down to Sentosa.. to meet up with ting ting and her bf.. to attend i Weekly magazine concert.. My objective.. to spy .. haha :P it was a Siloso Beach and the sound was fantastic.. I learnt alot from the experts ... like the arrangements of lightings and setting up of sound system and event management.. and at the same time to support my ex-SP friends who were performing in the Superband Competition... You Guys Rock ... *woo hooo !*





Gotta prepare for my show tomorrow... I am going to use my voice to terrorise the ppl of Bt Panjang... hee hee :P when I set up my system tomorrow, I am going to sing my lungs out.. *Smilez*

My 2nd Last IPPT...nothing short of a miracle..
I know that I didn't fair as well but still I give the credit to Daddy in heaven. I have not been exercising since I came back from OBS..

Want to know my results ?

Sit-up : 50 Rep
Pull-up : 12 Rep
Shuttle Run : 10.3sec
SBJ : 216cm
2.4 run : pass

So all in all, its a pass for this IPPT... To God be the glory !!!

I don't know why I keep thinking of her lately...I miss her so bad...My heart just feel so sad...Messaged her last night, well Praise God she did reply me this time. I am really thankful for that..U know I jumped out of bed the moment i heard my phone rang.. and I was so happy to see her message sitting in my inbox waiting for me to read...*smiles*

Well I am happy to see that she is doing fine, but I hope someday she will know that there is someone waiting for her... still loving her ... When that day comes, I will certainly be the happiest person on earth...There are so much of me waiting to give to her...

Anyway, my body is aching all over... my legs from running 2.4 this morning and arms from swimming in the afternoon..I am totally exhausted...my eyes just feel like shutting... *shut eyes*

This friday have to perform duty... from 2pm to 10.30pm so basically a friday evening burnt...but thank God that I do not have to book in on Sun, so that means I can attend Uncle Soo's son wedding dinner *yesh yesh* They are finally getting married..not bad eh ! Have been waiting for this day to come for a very long time... I am sure they make a very lovely couple... they have been like attached for as long as I have and they have such a happy ending... *sigh* I wish them all the best and may God bless their marriage and may it be a Blissful one...

My system is going to shut down soon.. gotta hit the sack...

*yawnz* today is a super slack day. Nothing much to do so indulge in my favorite past time.. SLEEP !... but the thing is, I don't seem to get enough... Since there was no class in the morning, went back after PT, showered and plop on the bed and.. SLEEP... after class in the afternoon, plop on the bed and sleep....

I think sleep is good, because it very time consuming.. Its like time passes very fast especially when you are sleeping. When I plop on the bed, it could be like 2 pm and when I wake up .. its like 6 pm already... and the best part.. when u sleep, you will dream.. maybe thats for me ba...I dreamt of her again...the dream was the best...why must she have a bf now ?? why ??? argh... I hope things would turn out better soon... but I have to learn to trust daddy...God certainly has plans for me and he has my best interest at heart...

Hmm.. was kindda deciding since I couldn't do a degree in Mass Com.. how about do a diploma instead.. Called up MDIS today to enquire about their Mass Com courses and there are 2 very attractive options.. 1)Diploma In Mass Com 2)Advance Dip in Mass Com.. which to pick.. I am sure most of you would say why waste time on a Dip, go for the A.dip instead.. but the issue is .. there are some basics that I will be missing out if I head straight to A.Dip but then A.Dip is more attractive cause it one step higher than Dip..hmm..why am I thinking so much.. I should ask Daddy later.. hee hee :p *smiles*...The course is going to be held at the UniCampus at Stirling Road so I hope that my postings will allow me to work nearby so that I don't have to rush for classes...For the Dip Course ..its a 12 months course and for A Dip its a 9 months Course... but the course starts in July and August respectively..I hope to enroll fast so that I do not have 2nd thoughts...*hee hee* I really like doing Mass Com cause its in my field of interest...Journalism, Human Relations...Love them...oh and Praise God, for Home Team NS members, we get a $300 discount off our course fee.. so .. instead of paying $$3255 for it, I will be paying $2955 incl. GST

Well if you have suggestions on which is a better choice, maybe drop me a message on my tag-board ya...Thanks

Arghh..my long weekend.. its over..Its so fast... this week has been so packed with so many activities... thursday serviced my laptop, friday went to pick QY up from camp... Sat.. had show @ Bt Panjang and Sunday ... back in camp... Time really flies...

I went back to church for the very first time after the break-up..and I am thankful that I went today.. Pastor Joshua preached a fantastic message about God smiling at me all the time and knowing that he loves me.. The message really spoke to me...I felt very ministered and comforted by the preaching.... and the praise and worship session was the BEST ! Angie led worship today... Praise God.. Heavenly voice...Thanks Daniel, I really enjoyed church and the time spent talking...there was so much to catch up huh...

Samantha Samantha... Thanks so much for sharing this weekend with me... even though we didn't get to drink our Oreo Frap.. but hey we had fun chatting huh... thanks... oh yah next week its ice-skating week yah.. haha :P I want to see u in action on the ice.. hee hee :P *Potential Figure Skater leh*... I hope everything goes well with u yah.. and I will constantly be keeping you in prayer .. and Priase God .. Your mom is healed in Jesus name yah.. so no worries k ? Daddy is in control... *smilez*

Kindda tired now.. gotta rest... now that i am back in camp, I am sure i will be able to update my bloggie more regularly.. Good Night

Time really flies when you are enjoying yourself.. hee hee :P haven't been blogging for the past 2 days cause have been busy...

PDP was happening ... the lights.. the ceremonial No.1 uniform.. the crowd...the feeling is something very very special...We are the Guard Of Honour... all eyes are on the GOH...The drill was outstanding... I wouldn't say its the best but we definately stole the lime light...

Oh.. the most embarrassing thing happened during the break between the parade and the grand finale....I walked into a female toilet... *crap* I guess I was thinking about something and my mind was totally pre-occupied...Walking in ... I saw a lady standing at the mirror.. then i was thinking to myself .. am i in the wrong place or she is in the wrong place.. then reality hit.... where are the urinals.. then i was like .. opps ... sorry .. and dashed out of the toilet... That lady started laughing .. and when I re-thinking about the thing.. yah the situation was kinda funny too...

hmm...had lots to think lately.... 5 years ago before I met Xiaoyan, I have actually liked someone ...but I guess I was too afraid to tell her...cause I was afraid to ruin our friendship...and she was so complete.. a girl that I really really wanted...but I felt she deserved someone better than me that was why I left it that way... then along came Xiaoyan... to tell the truth, she was the one that really moved my heart...the things she did... to get to know me .. to try to be with me.. to love me made me feel very special... felt that finally I belonged to someone and she really loves me...She really showed me how to love someone...When things just started to swing into momentum, its all over... sometimes...I think human beings a very selfish. Cause when they look for a partner, they think about themselves all the time..like for example... now that Xiaoyan is attached.. she looks for someone who thinks like her... talks like her... but why doesn't she think about me... Difference is good.. I agree at times having simliar thoughts is good too.. but difference are things that make life interesting... That makes it all the more special to love... to love someone that is different from you... It may be tough.. but isn't that true love...? Cause u don't love the person because of his similarity .. but you love him because of true love for that person...

I guess I will never know ba... I know God has control of the situation now and if he has plans for Xiaoyan and I to ever be together again.. I know he will rekinder our relationship.. our love... and it will be better than before....