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Thursday, June 01, 2006 

PDP...Its Over !

Time really flies when you are enjoying yourself.. hee hee :P haven't been blogging for the past 2 days cause have been busy...

PDP was happening ... the lights.. the ceremonial No.1 uniform.. the crowd...the feeling is something very very special...We are the Guard Of Honour... all eyes are on the GOH...The drill was outstanding... I wouldn't say its the best but we definately stole the lime light...

Oh.. the most embarrassing thing happened during the break between the parade and the grand finale....I walked into a female toilet... *crap* I guess I was thinking about something and my mind was totally pre-occupied...Walking in ... I saw a lady standing at the mirror.. then i was thinking to myself .. am i in the wrong place or she is in the wrong place.. then reality hit.... where are the urinals.. then i was like .. opps ... sorry .. and dashed out of the toilet... That lady started laughing .. and when I re-thinking about the thing.. yah the situation was kinda funny too...

hmm...had lots to think lately.... 5 years ago before I met Xiaoyan, I have actually liked someone ...but I guess I was too afraid to tell her...cause I was afraid to ruin our friendship...and she was so complete.. a girl that I really really wanted...but I felt she deserved someone better than me that was why I left it that way... then along came Xiaoyan... to tell the truth, she was the one that really moved my heart...the things she did... to get to know me .. to try to be with me.. to love me made me feel very special... felt that finally I belonged to someone and she really loves me...She really showed me how to love someone...When things just started to swing into momentum, its all over... sometimes...I think human beings a very selfish. Cause when they look for a partner, they think about themselves all the time..like for example... now that Xiaoyan is attached.. she looks for someone who thinks like her... talks like her... but why doesn't she think about me... Difference is good.. I agree at times having simliar thoughts is good too.. but difference are things that make life interesting... That makes it all the more special to love... to love someone that is different from you... It may be tough.. but isn't that true love...? Cause u don't love the person because of his similarity .. but you love him because of true love for that person...

I guess I will never know ba... I know God has control of the situation now and if he has plans for Xiaoyan and I to ever be together again.. I know he will rekinder our relationship.. our love... and it will be better than before....

ME !

About me

  • I'm Elvin
  • From Singapore
  • D.O.B : 7th October 1984
  • Hmm...I would describe myself as an extrovert, someone who loves a good laugh and love to make people laugh *smilez*, disgustingly romatic, patient, fun loving, extremely talkative, Pleasent to talk to, Someone whom you can share your problems with, Lazy yet hyperactive(oxymoron*winks*)
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